Category Archives: frustration

I hate my BPD.

Sometimes my BPD rears its ugly head. It comes off as narcissism to people who don’t understand. I don’t always understand it either, and because impulsivity is a factor, when I act out in Borderline ways, I’m not even always … Continue reading

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Girl Scout Cookies and God…

Original art from Deviantart.com It’s times like this my self esteem and progress in healing seems to take a dive into the toilet. I don’t handle frustration well at all, and it can set me off on my old unhealthy … Continue reading

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I’m frustrated.

Originally posted on Lucky Otters Haven:
I started my blog a week ago as a form of self therapy and didn’t care if anyone read my stuff. Or didn’t think I cared. But I admit it: I do. I read…

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The House: a nightmare

It’s 4:42 AM. I just woke up from a David Lynch-like nightmare and am writing it out here before it dissolves the way dreams always do. At the moment I’m still in the surreal mindspace that sometimes lingers after a … Continue reading

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A pretty good day

Alright, so my day didn’t start out very good. Yesterday I got my settlement check from the insurance company from the car accident Molly was in last month, and this morning had to go to the bank to open a … Continue reading

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I’m frustrated.

I started my blog a week ago as a form of self therapy and didn’t care if anyone read my stuff. Or didn’t think I cared. But I admit it: I do. I read a lot of other blogs here … Continue reading

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