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Composing music in a dream.

Credit: Stacy Martian, Covermyfb.com I’m not at all musically inclined.  I’ve never even played an instrument.  I can barely sing.   I’m always in complete awe of people who can just sit down and come up with the music for a … Continue reading

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What am I running from?

I haven’t posted anything about my therapy on this blog for a long time.   The truth is that lately I’ve been losing interest in my therapy and haven’t even been wanting to go.   Since my sessions are never … Continue reading

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That “off” feeling in dreams.

Have you ever tried to explain something that can’t be explained?   Well, this subject came up in my post from last week about my subway dream (I have a lot of subway dreams even though I haven’t lived in … Continue reading

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Becoming real.

I haven’t been posting as much about my recovery or therapy on this blog as I used to, because it’s grown so big and I feel more comfortable posting such deeply personal stuff on my other blog, because it’s so … Continue reading

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Drifting.

Credit: unknown. Today I did nothing at all, and I didn’t even feel guilty about it. I slept on and off all day, drifting in and out of dreams. Even awake I felt pleasantly sleepy,  almost as if drugged, floating … Continue reading

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2 weird dreams I had as a kid.

  I was a weird, sketchy kid who had weird dreams. When I was about 5 I had a dream about something called a “clout” that looked like an oversized steel wool pad. It was sitting on the small rug … Continue reading

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Part Two: My HeartSync experience, including The Dream.

Watching the sunrise off the back porch of the main building. Part One described how HeartSync works and the theories behind it, so I won’t get into that much in this post, which is more about my personal experience. This … Continue reading

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Dream tsunami.

I just woke from an interesting dream.   I’m going back to sleep after I write this (I had to take a “mental health” day today), but I don’t want to forget it so I’m writing this now. I’ve often … Continue reading

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Melatonin will give you weird dreams.

Credit:  In Eredia’s Room I’ve been taking melatonin (a natural hormone produced by the human pineal gland that controls the sleep/wake cycle and circadian rhythms) to control my SAD symptoms.  It’s working, but there is a side effect — very … Continue reading

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Absurd dream that made me angry and then laugh.

I dreamed about my stupid narcopath ex again.   I don’t know why I keep dreaming about him because I never actually think about him and no longer care about him.  My primary “emotion” toward him is slightly annoyed indifference. … Continue reading

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