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It’s gorgeous outside today (though unseasonably hot) but for some reason I have no energy at all. It’s not lack of sleep, since I slept for about 11 hours and woke up late. I’m too tired to even go for a drive. Maybe it’s my SAD kicking in. Sometimes I get more fatigued than depressed when that happens.

So I’m just going to read for a while and then maybe take a nap. After that, I’ll spend some time on this blog. Maybe I’ll write a post or maybe I won’t, but it’s time for some organization. I made a new category last night (Politics and Trumpism) since I have so many related posts now and they need to be in their own section!

Hope everyone is having a great day!

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Today I did nothing at all, and I didn’t even feel guilty about it.

I slept on and off all day, drifting in and out of dreams. Even awake I felt pleasantly sleepy, almost as if drugged, floating languorously on the lingering fragments and eddies of dissolved dreams. In between bouts of light sleep, I browsed the web, colored a little, and nibbled on leftovers and dark chocolate.

Finally I’d drift back into sleep, trying to chase some faded dream from earlier, but another dream would fall into its place, distracting me from whatever I’d been seeking to recapture.

I never even left my house.

Days like this remind me of my younger years, when I would sleep on and off all day after a night spent engaged in frenetic activity, never worrying that such a reversal might be wrong or somehow immoral.

Maybe it’s the cold medicine I’ve been taking making me feel so gloriously sleepy.

I feel like my body and mind is in some healing process, and this do-nothing day actually was anything but that. I feel like there was some profound purpose for it; some hard work was going on inside my soul, forcing my mind and body to rest.