Tag Archives: drug addiction

Child roles in dysfunctional families.

Credit: Artist unknown.   Wikipedia has an excellent, detailed article about dysfunctional family dynamics. Here I am just going to talk about the roles various family members play, and the kinds of families that become dysfunctional. If you’d like to … Continue reading

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“Doctor shopping”? Oh, PLEASE!

Not long ago, I wrote about my housemate, a woman several years older than me who lives with chronic, unrelenting, severe pain due to a number of chronic medical conditions. I ranted about how none of the doctors will prescribe … Continue reading

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DMT, healing, spirituality and ego death.

Example of the type of visuals you might see in the beginning of a DMT trip. Disclaimer: I do not recommend or condone taking illegal drugs, nor do I recommend tampering with occult or new age practices such as attempting … Continue reading

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Courtney Love, murderous psychopath?

DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING ARE THE OPINIONS OF THE AUTHOR. THESE ARE NOT FACTS AND THERE HAS BEEN NO PROOF OF FOUL PLAY. The two-decade long question of whether or not Kurt Cobain really committed suicide came up between myself and … Continue reading

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Why isn’t there a 12-step program for narcissists?

…and I’m not talking about this either. 😉 A commenter on this post wondered why there aren’t any 12-step programs for people with NPD, and that got me thinking — well, why aren’t there? About a month ago, my friend … Continue reading

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NPD is like a drug addiction.

It’s been said that people on hard drugs like cocaine, heroin, or methamphetamine can act like narcissists, even if they do not have NPD. That’s because as the addict’s body begins to crave the substance, they will do ANYTHING to … Continue reading

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Scrambled eggs for brains.

This is my brain on drugs psychopathic mindfuckery. I am not going to make this long. Frankly, I’m tired of writing about the saga of my daughter’s recent troubles. And more than a little exhausted. But I owe it to … Continue reading

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Infected by evil: putting the pieces together

This is one of the most difficult posts I have ever had to write, but I can’t rest until I do. Because everything is making sense to me now. In having several long talks with Paul, Molly’s ex, I am … Continue reading

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I must be strong.

Here’s the latest development in this tragic saga. Now it seems my daughter is using her MN father to attempt to triangulate against me and gaslight me. She has told him lies about both me and Paul, and now they … Continue reading

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Things I’ve learned lately

In writing this blog I’ve learned a lot about myself and my FOO and how it has affected my life and relationships. In reading back over this blog and thinking about narcissism so much, I’m shifting my views on some … Continue reading

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