Tag Archives: cruelty

The bullies are winning and my heart is breaking.

Today I feel like I’ve been punched in the stomach and recovering from some terrible illness at the same time.  I have no energy.    I just want to pull the covers over my head and sleep.  But I can’t … Continue reading

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What the Old Testament has to say about not taking care of the poor.

We Christians already know the Gospels are filled with writings about Jesus instructing his followers to take care of the “least among us” — the poor, sick and otherwise afflicted.    We also know Jesus preferred the poor and less … Continue reading

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What my fear of rejection makes me do

Time for a true confession. I’ve been focusing a bit less on narcissism because the topic itself is somewhat of a trigger for me right now. But I’ve recently decided to write openly about my BPD, which (along with Aspergers) … Continue reading

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