Tag Archives: closure

My therapist is about to tell me what I have.

My therapist has issues with psychiatric labels (as I do), but over the past year I’ve been driving myself crazy trying to figure out exactly what I have, flip-flopping back and forth between Complex PTSD, BPD, Avoidant PD, and even … Continue reading

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My delusional fantasy.

I think a lot of anger at my parents has been triggered. For years I’ve avoided thinking about my past or made excuses as to why my family treated me the way they did. I haven’t felt this enraged at … Continue reading

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Closure.

Closure can open new doors, even as one door is closing for good. There are so many other doors we can’t even imagine. Doors that may be right in front of us but we can’t see until we accept that … Continue reading

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