Living with Narcissism is a new WordPress blog written from a man’s point of view. He suffers from C-PTSD and writes about his toxic relationships with character disordered women.
This is a highly readable account of his devastating breakup with a young woman who had Borderline Personality Disorder. While BPD is highly stigmatized, many women with active BPD behave just this way. I’m ashamed to admit I recognized some of Kerry’s behaviors in the ways I used to act in my relationships. This was an excellent post from a wonderful new blogger. Please go visit his blog and leave comments there.
Even after 15 years of marriage there was this one woman who I just never got over completely. In my mind, she was my soulmate. The one who got away. Leaving her was like an addict giving up their drug of choice. She was my heroine. My soul was so enmeshed with hers that it literally felt like a tearing apart inside my heart and soul when I finally left her. After all of those years I still pined for her and yearned for closure. I had no idea what I’d done wrong or why we couldn’t work out. I felt like our relationship was just an innocent baby and she killed it. I should have hated her for that. If it had really been a child, no doubt, I would have. But it was a metaphorical child. I didn’t hate her. I missed her and still loved her even…
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