I haven’t been reading other blogs too much lately (too depressed), but I did read this post by Bradley over at Bipolar Bear. He describes a depression that sounds quite a bit like mine. I think a lot of people are saddened about Trump’s winning the election, and feel hopeless about living in America.
In my case, I don’t think it’s just Trump winning the election, though I don’t think that helps. I think my depression is due to several things: abandonment issues being triggered, the election, the wildfires and lack of rain, my seasonal SAD, plumbing issues that have no easy fix, and other, less specific things that have been bothering me.
Right now, I feel pretty hopeless and depressed about everything and I’m not even sure why. I just feel sad and seem to have no energy. I don’t have much motivation to write anything, or even to read other blogs or comment on them. I’m going to talk to my therapist about this on Thursday and see if we can figure out what’s going on because I’m so tired of feeling this way.
It seems like a lot of people I know are feeling this way lately, even people who weren’t bothered by the outcome of the election. Is it something in the air? I don’t know.