Slapped with the truth.



About luckyotter

This blog is my journal. I just choose to share it with the world instead of keeping everything inside my head. I'm a recovering Borderline and have also struggled with Avoidant Personality Disorder. I also have Complex PTSD due to having been the victim of narcissistic abuse for most of my life. I write mostly about narcissism, because I was the child of a narcissistic mother, and then married to a sociopathic malignant narcissist for 20 years. But there's a silver lining too. In some ways they taught me about myself. This blog is about all that. Not all my articles will be about NPD, BPD or other personality disorders or mental conditions. I pretty much write about whatever's on my mind at the moment. So there's something for everyone here. Blogging about stuff is crack for my soul. It's self therapy, and hopefully my insights and observations may help others too.
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7 Responses to Slapped with the truth.

  1. rubycommenting says:

    If this has anything to do with your last post, it sounds heavy. Hang in there!

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  2. askriverbed says:

    Hard words, but true, especially for people pleasers like me. Jesus said, “Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?”

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  3. Blackhorn33 says:

    Yes it is, once upon a time, I woke up in that life…. and stayed.
    It almost destroyed me.
    Then she walked away, and I learned what real pain was.
    The problem was, I had 4 boys, 4 to 14 years of age.
    My 2nd Son got to watch as it tore me apart piece-by-piece

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    • luckyotter says:

      I am so sorry. 😦

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      • Blackhorn33 says:

        L, please don’t be, it’s a good thing.
        I tell you what, soon I will tell you what I will not tonight.
        What I will tell you tonight is that as innocent as it was meant to be, I ggot very close to lying to you, or at least to me I got as close as I could.
        To me, I totally self-destructed, but L, time became something I knew when I was a young boy, as in when we got beat with a bull whip. I didn’t date for 7 years. Life completed what was started so many years before, and down the road, it saved me and Frank at least 3 times. And, it prepared me to forgive 20,000,000 times if I wanted to, and in the end, I always have.
        You want to know something really weird????
        I didn’t come looking for you or, as almost always, I didn’t have the blues and tons of depression on my plate this time, I found it when I remembered being slapped so many times with lies, 3 of the most hurtful was the killing of 2 of my unborn sons, and my unborn daughter.
        Whom I will love to introduce you to one day down the path.
        L, life is good, it would be better if ….. BUT, apparently My Stewardship isn’t over, and I really want to help every Child have a better life, and I have never turned my back on anyone that needed a Friend or especially that needs help.

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