I finally signed up for Obamacare, was pleasantly surprised, but now Trump and his band of goons wants to repeal it.

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WARNING: RANT AHEAD.

Last year I didn’t sign up for Obamacare because I didn’t think I qualified based on my income being so low, and North Carolina is one of the states that hasn’t expanded Medicaid to low income people.  But that’s only part of the reason I didn’t sign up in 2016.  I also just felt triggered, irritated, and emotionally overwhelmed by the whole process, and frankly, I’m also morally opposed to the fact we as a nation do not have single payer healthcare like every other freaking industrialized country.  So I guess there was also an element of rebellion in my refusal to sign up, which is stupid, because what would have happened if I got sick or in an accident?   I was lucky I did not.   I already knew a year ago I’d have to pay the $695 fine when I do the 2016 tax returns, but I assumed it would cost me a whole lot more to get Obamacare, if I even qualified at all.   After all, it seemed like everyone was whining about how expensive Obamacare is, but it’s mostly people who hate Obama (I’m not one of them –but I’m starting to really appreciate him now, knowing the Ooompa Loompa is taking over in 3 days.)

So anyway, back to my health insurance saga.  I make a little more money now than I did a year ago, due to being promoted to a semi-supervisory position a few months ago (and being up to my ears in work).  I just wanted the whole health insurance thing to go away and acted like it would if I just did nothing at all.  I  just didn’t want to deal with it, but in the back of my mind, I knew that the penalty for 2017 would be close to $2,000 if I didn’t sign up.  I also knew I was living on borrowed time, because inevitably the day will come when I will need medical care and not just a first aid kit or an aspirin. But I kept procrastinating because I just didn’t want to deal with the unpleasantness.

Today I got a letter in the mail reminding me to sign up by January 31 if I didn’t want to pay that ridiculous fine for 2017.   Personally,  I think it’s outrageous that people are being fined for not opting to line the health insurance companies’ coffers, especially if their states haven’t expanded Medicaid to low income people, but what are you going to do? You have to do something, even if it makes you feel like throwing up in your mouth.    Why does America think “the market” is so damn wonderful anyway?   I think corporations are just as, if not more corrupt than the “big bad government.”   Their ONLY reason for existing is for profit. In my opinion, healthcare is a right, not a privilege, and every American should have access to it and not have to pay some insurance company.    But no one complains about corporate America, they only complain about “the government.”

So anyway, back to the letter I got.   After reading it, I said to myself, what the hell, might as well sign up right now and get it over with, since I have to do it anyway.  Why put off the inevitable?  There were a lot of questions to answer but it turned out I am eligible for Obamacare and get most of it paid for!  My premiums will be only $29 a month!.  Maybe I had it all wrong and could have done the same last year and avoided the $695 fine.  I also feel better knowing I have health insurance now, even if it’s not the greatest plan in the world.   Now I can stop worrying about what I will do should I become sick or have to go in the hospital.  Not having insurance at my age is playing with fire, and I’ve been all too aware of that, and tried to ignore it.    Now I can cross that off my list of worries.   For now.

Because here is what really sucks.   Now that I’ve finally signed up, Trump and his band of goons are talking about repealing Obamacare.   Now that I finally have it, I’m afraid I’m going to lose it.   If I do lose it, will people still be required to pay fines for not having health insurance?  I know there’s no way I could ever afford the premiums without the generous tax credit Obamacare gives me.  The idea of fining low income people for not having the money for the full price of health care (especially now that most companies no longer offer health insurance to their low-wage slaves) makes me feel sick to my stomach.   It would be appallingly unfair if that actually happened,  but I wouldn’t put something like that past this godawful, compassionless, immoral administration.

I’m worried about something else too.  Paul Ryan, who is a “Christian” (Catholic) Ayn Rand devotee (how is it even possible to be both?) wants to privatize social security.  Oh, no, we can’t have that!  It helps people!  It has to go away because “it’s an entitlement.”

EARTH TO PAUL RYAN:  IT’S NOT A FREAKING ENTITLEMENT!   I paid into it since 1976!    I’m really worried that as I enter my later years, which isn’t that many years from now, that all the money I’ve paid into social security for FORTY-ONE YEARS will be for nothing, and older folks like me who don’t have savings, investments, and 401Ks (because we never made enough money to have those things) who had counted on social security to be there for us when we finally were too old or weak or sick to work anymore,  will just have to just keep on working until we drop dead, or become a burden on our grown children, who will be forced to support us.

There’s also talk about privatizing Medicare.    If either of these programs the previous three generations enjoyed and that (until recently) seemed immune from being tampered with by Stupid Party, get the plug pulled on them (which “privatizing” essentially means), there’s going to be a whole lot of really angry and frightened people.  WHAT IS THIS?    LOGAN’S RUN?  Or even…SOYLENT GREEN!  (That 1973 movie about a dystopian future sounds a LOT like what’s starting to happen here, and the year it takes place in? 2022! Only 5 more years!)

Why not just off everyone too old to work.  Riiight, let’s just let the old and the sick DIE OFF.  They don’t contribute anything anyway!  They’re not PRODUCTIVE! Who cares if they SUFFER?

I think if Obamacare is repealed or especially if Medicaid and social security are privatized, there will be civil war.   Hell, maybe a civil war or a mass uprising is what needs to happen so people stop being sheep and keep voting for people who don’t represent their best interests.    The squinty eyed fat man with NPD and his pack of sociopathic stooges really have me scared.   I’m  getting reeeeally close to hating this country and wishing I could just leave.  America, the nation that promised so much and  that everyone used to want to live in, is turning into a third world country.   What’s happening here is the way third world countries are run.  Why’s Trump so worried about our borders?   Who will want to come here?

Am I the only one who feels like that?

Anyway, I have health insurance.  Finally.  For now.

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About luckyotter

This blog is my journal. I just choose to share it with the world instead of keeping everything inside my head. I'm a recovering Borderline and have also struggled with Avoidant Personality Disorder. I also have Complex PTSD due to having been the victim of narcissistic abuse for most of my life. I write mostly about narcissism, because I was the child of a narcissistic mother, and then married to a sociopathic malignant narcissist for 20 years. But there's a silver lining too. In some ways they taught me about myself. This blog is about all that. Not all my articles will be about NPD, BPD or other personality disorders or mental conditions. I pretty much write about whatever's on my mind at the moment. So there's something for everyone here. Blogging about stuff is crack for my soul. It's self therapy, and hopefully my insights and observations may help others too.
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16 Responses to I finally signed up for Obamacare, was pleasantly surprised, but now Trump and his band of goons wants to repeal it.

  1. Suze says:

    you are so lucky. I am one of the few uninsured that will not have to pay a fine..because i manage to survive on less than 2k a month. We are the working poor, the one’s with pre-existing conditions that make insurance impossible to pay for. and yes, we will all have to still pay the irs fines without coverage..whether or not the aca is still around. the congress has to change the irs regulations as well when they throw out the insurance coverage. I can see them trying to privatize social security and aarp will rise up and have a royal hissy fit. I suggest if you do lose your insurance and need to see a doctor, have the bill sent to your congressman and senator. let them pay for your medical care.

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  2. I feel for you. I’m worried what will happen to me if the ACA gets repealed because the age limit will revert and I’ll still be in college by the time I’m off my parent’s plan. What am I going to pay for health insurance with? Sandwiches and hugs? The current state of the country is pretty frustrating but there’s nothing we can do about the result at this point. What we can do is continue fighting for our rights. We can’t let Trump and his cabinet take away everything we’ve worked for.

    As for the wall, I think it’s an absurd notion too. If Trump gets his way, nobody would want to come here anyway. At any rate, I doubt he’ll be able to deal with the eminent domain complications. He’ll probably give up on it rather quickly.

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  3. nowve666 says:

    “I’m worried about something else too. Paul Ryan, who is a “Christian” (Catholic) Ayn Rand devotee (how is it even possible to be both?) wants to privatize social security. Oh, no, we can’t have that! It helps people! It has to go away because “it’s an entitlement.”” I hate that word. I think I despise it more than any word in the English language because of the way those unspeakables use it.

    “EARTH TO PAUL RYAN: IT’S NOT A FREAKING ENTITLEMENT!” Sure it’s an entitlement. We are fucking ENTITLED to it.

    “Why does America think “the market” is so damn wonderful anyway?” Because it’s STUPID.

    “Why not just off everyone too old to work. Riiight, let’s just let the old and the sick DIE OFF. They don’t contribute anything anyway! They’re not PRODUCTIVE! Who cares if they SUFFER?” You took the words right out of my mouth. I wrote a blog to that effect. A Modest Proposal https://kiasherosjourney.wordpress.com/2016/09/04/a-modest-proposal-euthanasia-of-the-poor/ Someone wrote an essay called A Modest Proposal with much the same sardonic attitude. But really. They won’t let us live. Why don’t they kill us?

    “I think if Obamacare is repealed or especially if Medicaid and social security are privatized, there will be civil war. ” I don’t think it will happen. Too many elderly Republicans.

    ” I’m getting reeeeally close to hating this country and wishing I could just leave. ” I have hated this country for years.

    ” America, the nation that promised so much and that everyone used to want to live in, is turning into a third world country.” Exactly! That’s exactly what is happening. Well, as I said in my blog when Trump got elected, we are in for “interesting times.”

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  4. Rayne says:

    South Africa is a third world country, and it’s easy to see why. Hopefully the US doesn’t go down that same road. They should really look to this country to see what will happen if Mr NPD continues being the moron he is.

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    • luckyotter says:

      They won’t until it’s too late. Doesn’t South Africa have single payer healthcare now?

      Oh, Trump and his NPD — have you seen his Twitter timeline? All he does is WHINE and he’s always butthurt over something. He intersperses his whiny tweets with grandiose ones. Someone said, “he’s more insecure than our borders.” HAHA! It’s true. Reading his Twitter timeline is like watching a trainwreck in progress. He’s going to lose what little is left of his mind in office. But that means Pence will be president and I think he’s even worse.

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  5. I think it’s suicide to cut off a ACA that has kept so many people alive without providing them with sensible replacement.

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