The worst thing about depression.


A meme I just made to express how I feel right now.


About luckyotter

This blog is my journal. I just choose to share it with the world instead of keeping everything inside my head. I'm a recovering Borderline and have also struggled with Avoidant Personality Disorder. I also have Complex PTSD due to having been the victim of narcissistic abuse for most of my life. I write mostly about narcissism, because I was the child of a narcissistic mother, and then married to a sociopathic malignant narcissist for 20 years. But there's a silver lining too. In some ways they taught me about myself. This blog is about all that. Not all my articles will be about NPD, BPD or other personality disorders or mental conditions. I pretty much write about whatever's on my mind at the moment. So there's something for everyone here. Blogging about stuff is crack for my soul. It's self therapy, and hopefully my insights and observations may help others too.
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13 Responses to The worst thing about depression.

  1. Hope your day gets better. Wishing you rest and peace.

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  2. nowve666 says:

    Boredom also feels like depression.

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  3. Carol says:

    Don’t be bored, I’m hanging on your every word!!!

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  4. I’m sorry you have been feeling so bad. 😦

    That’s a cool meme. However, when my depression was at its worse, I didn’t feel bored. I felt dead. I hope that never happens to you.

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  5. cyranny says:

    Amen to that! During my long recovery, I remember that the question that popped the most frequently in my mind was, “will I ever get rid of that bored out of my mind state???” Luckily, it did rub off somewhere along the way. I do still get it from time to time, but living with it on a daily basis is a real plague!!

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  6. Jim says:

    Hope you feel better soon.

    You’re right, moods never last, they always change eventually.

    I remember being super depressed once and the thing I found so frustrating about it is that I knew (in my head) that if only I could view things differently, I wouldn’t be depressed.

    Nothing in my environment or circumstances had to necessarily change. I just had to have a different attitude about things. But even that knowledge didn’t help, cause I couldn’t view things differently. I was stuck in my depressed perspective. In fact that knowledge almost made it worse.

    Anyways, it’s awful. Sorry you have to go through that.

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    • luckyotter says:

      I have BPD and C-PTSD so mood regulation has always been a problem. I’m like a damned roller coaster. 😦 Thanks for the encouragement. I’m a little better today.


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