Bad day. Hour long fight with my mobile provider. Car barely running. Work sucks. Fall is in the air and the trees are already changing and that doesn’t help.
Too much stress. Too much anger at my parents for making me what I am. Too much pain and regret. Too much grief to handle. I’m not that strong; right now I feel very weak.
I’m much too depressed tonight to write anything longer. I’m sorry. Don’t worry. I’ll be fine.
Lucky Otters Haven
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My day was depressing too. We buried my friend. He was the guy the was hit in the crosswalk in broad daylight by a hit and run driver. It was sad. Afterwards… I just went to the beach and stared in the ocean to try to get some relief. It was really hard watching a mother bury her 33 year old son. Very sad…
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OMG, Mary…he died? 😦 I’m so very sorry….I had no idea. I can’t imagine having to go through what his mother has to go through. If anything ever happened to one of my kids I don’t think I could live through it.
Please give my condolences.
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Yes he died. I can’t believe he’s gone. So young. Thank you for your condolences.
Everytime I walk on the street or in a town I feel worried about the cars now…and I think about him. :(…
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My condolences as well. I just read what you wrote above. I’m so sorry
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I can understand that…I would be the same way.
Big hugs! ❤
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How tragic, Mary. Your friend was so young.
About 15 years ago a friend of mine was killed by a hit and run driver when he was out jogging. I still think of Rudy sometimes when I am walking my dog. So sad.
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I’m sorry for your friend too. Hugs.
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So sorry to read of your loss Mary.
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Keep your head up. You can do this, you’ve survived much worse ❤️
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I know. And thank you.
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Sending warm thoughts to you and to everyone who is having a rough time of it right now. The night is always darkest before the dawn. Take care.
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Thank you, PG!
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I totally understand this/ hope things start to lift of your weary soul. ❤️❤️❤️
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Sorry to hear that. Guess what. I just found out that the woman who unfriended me did so because I said I was a psychopath. She accepted my bid for friendship. Gotta watch what I saw around people.
How you feel better soon.
Love,
Fran
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I’m sorry you’re going through this emotional pain, Lauren. I pray you feel better soon.
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I’m sure I will, thank you though. ❤
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I am sorry you had such a bad, bad day. Sending hugs to you. Here’s praying that today is a better day. If not, and you feel like venting, I am stuck in the hospital all weekend..So message me if you want to. Vent.
Sarah
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Sorry to hear you had a crappy day. Hang in there. What helps you most when life dishes these days out to you? Everyone out here thinks the world of you.
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Sorry to hear you’re not feeling so good. Hope things get better soon.
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I’m a little better today. 🙂
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Hang in there!
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I’m better now.
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When I have one of those days, I tell myself that I’ll be OK. Since you can do that, I think you’re well on the way to making it so. EGBOK (Everything’s Going to Be OK).
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