Alone on the 4th…

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…just sitting on my darkened bug infested porch with citronella candles like tiny bonfires illuminating the painted mint green table with burnished gold

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…I eat my buttercrunch ice cream from a chipped ceramic bowl and listen to distant fireworks
I remind myself that tomorrow the grass needs a mow…

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…I watch as fireflies twinkle like Christmas lights
and mosquitoes intent on their suicide missions crash into the sulfurous flames
and sizzle like dying fireworks.

25 thoughts on “Alone on the 4th…

  1. I was totally alone on the 1st, Canada day here, and I spent the majority of the day emptying storage, sorting and putting away things, followed by ice cream, chocolate and Netflix πŸ˜‰

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  2. Our town has a nice fireworks display that we can see from our front yard. But right now we are holed up inside the house, hearing the booms going off, coddling two very nervous dogs.

    I have been alone on so many holidays. It’s a more intense kind of loneliness than you feel on regular days.

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  3. A few years ago i didn’t like holidays because i wasted energy longing to get invited to the “right” parties, which all too seldom happened. Now i pray to the Lord those invites don’t happen. And the Lord answers my prayer. i don’t need the temptation to drink and such. Really i don’t. The Lord is Good πŸ˜‰

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