I have written nothing original for two days.

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For me, that’s appalling. I will probably make up for it tomorrow and Sunday though.

My head has not exploded yet.

To be perfectly honest, I’m very depressed right now and don’t feel like writing anything. There’s a reason for this but I’m not ready to talk about it yet. I will when I have more energy and motivation. No, no one is dying and no, nothing horrible happened. I’m just in a kind of emotional crisis because a book I’m reading revealed a huge and painful truth to me. This isn’t a bad thing, but I have a lot of mixed emotions and the overall effect is one of mourning. I can’t write because every time I try to, I start crying. Maybe this is the huge breakthrough I’ve been looking for. Maybe these 10 months of blogging therapy and DIY therapy are finally having the desired effect. I’d say more but I’m so tired (and hot!) and just want to go to bed. I’m holed up in my room, which is the only room I can stand to be in because it’s the only one with an air conditioner. I promise I’ll explain more tomorrow.

On a lighter note, congratulations to the American gay couples wishing to marry on their Supreme Court victory today!

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    • …. I hope we have a restful night, too, for that matter. We are babysitting our pastor’s German Shepherd while they are on vacation for the next ten days and our poodle is jealous. This is the first night with these two dogs in our little house. Eek.

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        • They were getting along fine…. Until they got into a contest for my lap. Eighteen pound poodle fits on lap, 60 pound German Shepherd does not. Then they got into a lick my face off contest. My face is now chapped from dog spit. Gross I know. Am going to go wash my face with hand sanitizer now.

          Good night precious friend. XOXO

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          • Dogs are such narcissists, haha! That’s adorable though. Love you too. Who knows, I may wake up and write something at 1 or 2 in the morning. I’ve been known to do that.

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  2. I think we all have those days. Nothing wrong with it – it just is. Heck I haven’t written anything in a few days either….getting the itch though.

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