I am so sorry. I feel so terrible tonight over what happened I might have to wait until tomorrow or the next day to blog. I don’t want this blog to turn into a diatribe about my own current despair over finding out my own daughter is a psychopath just like her evil father…even though this blog is first and foremost a private journal and self-therapy.
But I don’t want to spread my despair to others. I don’t want to ruin what I’ve started here. How could this be helpful to anyone? I know it will pass. But maybe for a day or two until I start feeling better (and take care of issues such as getting a restraining order against my own daughter) I won’t post anything much….maybe a photo of something if I feel like it. I just want to delete the Christmas photos now because they hurt too much to look at, but I guess I’ll let them stay. I just can’t look at them.
Please keep following my blog. As people damaged by narcissism we all suffer. I don’t hide mine very well. Thank you everyone who replied for all your support. It does help.
Lucky Otters Haven 
Reblogged this on galesmind and commented:
I really don’t think you are the only one suffering from a situation like this. You may even help others by sharing that pain. Life isn’t all sunshine, lollipops and narcissists my friend. Don’t delete those photos you may be happy you have them some day. Just put them on a zip drive. Or just leave them alone. Up to you. All I can tell you is that I am going nowhere and I think most of the people that follow and respect your blog won’t either. I hope things get better. I really do but if they don’t please go ahead and write about it. It helps.
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You need not ever apologize for what you post on your own blog, for voicing your emotions and fears, or for your pain. I wish you courage and healing as you continue on your journey.
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It is helpful to me. I see the power and restraint you have to practice now, and that must be excruciating. As ACON’s we feel horrible, blamed, etc.. Gee, I feel horrible when I accidentally let the woodstove go out.
I talked to some women at church today (sorry, but assuming its ok, and we all need support) and many of the mothers face a crisis like this. Anyway, the women told me, “Sigh, this is a mother’s life”.
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Your blog is your blog and I’m sure that you have found some friends here that don’t mind you sharing your feelings. When my dad had a heart attack a couple weeks ago I posted about it on my blog. Not only did I get support but writing about my current situation was therapeutic, and I didn’t have to pay to feel better haha
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