My fellow ACON blogger Fivehundredpoundpeep, posted this the other day.
From the girl with curly hair…
Aspies are knowledge junkies. We can become Internet addicts because the Internet is like crack for us. I study many things for the fun of it. You all see what I write on this blog but this week, I read about True Crimes in my state, Indian nations in America and Outsider Art.
There was never anything truer than this. In my many years of prowling and posting on the Internet, Aspies do seem more numerous than they do IRL. On a forum I used to be active on, Aspies seemed almost proud to say they were Aspie, as if it’s an advantage on the Internet instead of a liability. But guess what. It just may be!
We do tend to become obsessed with one or two topics at a time and focus intensely on them to the point others sometimes think we are weird (the extreme form of this is the idiot savant phenomenon seen in low functioning people with autism). That’s why I blog! Because if I just talked about the stuff I talk about here IRL as much as I do on my blog, people would be backing away slowly and locking their doors and windows against the crazy woman on the loose.
We read a lot and gain a very deep knowledge of what interests us. We read anything we can about our obsessions until we’re sated or the next obsession takes over. We have good memories and retain new information well. These traits can give us some credibility in whatever topic we focus on in our blogs. I think that’s a good thing. Our obsessing over topics and spending so much time researching and reading about the minutiae of that focused interest may seem strange to neurotypicals, but it’s hurting no one, so why is it a problem?
The Internet is the perfect modality for most people with Aspergers. It allows us to have a platform to talk about our obsessions instead of having to engage in shallow conversation or small talk (which I hate and am very bad at). It even allows us to start a conversation about our pet topic and the metaphysical, meaningful aspects of that topic. People can think we are weird or insane, but we don’t have to deal with those judgmental NT’s face to face. There are plenty more people online who actually like what we have to say and listen to us.
We also have time to think about and refine what we want to say. We’re not required to “think on our feet,” something which is very difficult for Aspies. We don’t have to have a witty comeback for a joke or know exactly the right or appropriate thing to say when confronted by something.
Because our problem isn’t really that we lack social skills. I think for most of us, the problem is that we need time to process an interaction, and you can’t do that in real life social situations. Writing is just as valid a form of social interaction as speaking, and it’s a modality most of us are much better at and even find we can excell at.
The Internet can make us feel more confident. It’s the one thing Aspies have going in their favor that we never had prior to the late 1990s. There’s also more general knowledge about Aspergers and it’s now acknowledged even adults can suffer from it. In the past, Aspergers wasn’t even recognized as a high functioning form of autism. We were just the geeks and dorks and socially awkward outcasts and obsessive crazies of the world. When people used to think of autism, they thought of people so impaired and disconnected from the world they had to live in institutions and have all their needs met by caregivers. They didn’t think of socially awkward geeks and obsessives like me.
Now they do, and it’s because the Internet has given us Aspies a place to talk, to meet others like ourselves, to make friends, to vent and rant, and to protest against the prejudices neurotypicals have against us. We are really more a minority group like LGBT than we are “mentally ill.” (Homosexuality used to be considered a mental illness too–it was finally removed from the DSM in 1973).
The Aspie rights movement thinks of Aspieness as a variation rather than a disorder. We’re only “disabled” because our society isn’t set up to be adaptive to our needs. We are forced to adapt to theirs, and it ain’t easy! The Internet gives us a voice.
I’m so f***ing done with judgmental neurotypicals. Thank god for blogs like this.
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Preach! 😀
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I’m worn out too from them.
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They exhaust me. Every time I have to spend a day with a bunch of NTs, it takes so much out of me. It’s so much WORK to act like one of them, and I suck at it.
I can’t tell you how many times I felt like I have to take a long nap after a day of dealing with NTs.
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Great post 😀
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Thanks!
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Please help spread the word to help my son, this is not spam I promise https://justiceformaxxwellnever.wordpress.com
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Wow, wow, wow. 😦 This is so horrible and I’m so sorry about how far bullying went with your son. I just followed your blog. You and your son are courageous to be doing this. Bullied Aspies (and most of us have been ) need to stand up for our rights! Good for you.
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Thank you so much. I don’t know what else to do anymore. Writing and getting what we have to go through out there does help.
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Write as much as you can, whenever you can. Even if you don’t want to. At first writing a post a day was a bit of a chore, but soon I found I couldn’t stop the ideas from coming and I now write about 2-5 posts a day on average.
Writing and blogging has helped me so much I can hardly believe it. It’s worked better for me than any therapist I ever had, and costs a hell of a lot less too.
I can honestly say this past 5 months since the day I sat down and on a whim opened up WordPress and decided to start blogging, has been the most amazing, exciting, roller coaster ride of a journey I’ve ever experienced. I’m not the same timid, depressed, mouselike person I was 5 months ago. All because I decided to make my personal diary a public spectacle.
It will help you too. I can promise you that.
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This is not spam I promise.
Please help share our story
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I enjoyed reading this article. The information on the internet can be very confusing when it comes to Aspies. Your article describes it well.
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Mary, great to see you here again. 🙂 I agree the information about Aspies can be very confusing. BTW, I removed my real name from your comment.
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No problem. Do what makes you feel comfortable 🙂
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I’m following your blog, but I get a message under “MaryPranzatelli’s Blog” saying it can’t be found. Did you just start a blog now?
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I accidentally signed up for a blog. I have one but I’m not quite sure how to navigate around it, and I haven’t decided what it should be about yet.
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Navigating was tricky the first week or so. Everything is in the dashboard. I prefer the “classic” dashboard over the ‘new, improved” one. Just play around with it and try things and eventually it will get easier. I can help you if you get stuck.
Can’t wait to see what your blog will be like! It doesn’t have to be about anything–just write about what’s on your mind.
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That’s a good idea! I’ll have to navigate on my day off. I could write about lots of different things. And you’ll be my first follower.
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Yay! 😀
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Thanks for linking to my article and your thoughts on Aspies Otter. I know the internet opened doors especially for Aspergers. I have an Aspie community I am involved with I met online, meeting several Aspie friends nation wide. We do have our interests we love to sit and study. NTs just do not get this, or most of them.
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No,most NTs don’t get our love of intense study of obscure or intellectual topics. They think our interests are “weird”
I will never get that. I love my solitude, and thoroughly enjoy my delving deeply into my obscure obsessions, and on the web I can do that and find others who appreciate this and do not think it’s weird.
Imagine a world of nothing but NTs where only small talk about inconsequental things is allowed. Some of the greatest intellectual discoveries and achievements have been by people with Aspergers–Einstein himself was an Aspie! And yes, his teachers and parents not only thought he was weird, but they thought he was retarded!
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Reblogged this on Lucky Otter's Museum of Narcissism and commented:
I’m reblogging this because I had to break the curse of my last post being my 666th post. 😮
Anyway, I like this article and thought it was time to reblog it anyway.
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I enjoy your articles. Keep on writing. I get song inspiring ideas.
I just met the drummer from the Fugees in the recording studio. The music world is a small intricate world.
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That is so cool! Ah, I wish I had musical talent. Well, apparently I can sing a little but wouldn’t dare take it on stage or anything haha.
I’m glad you get ideas for songs from my articles. 😀
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Its all in practice. You are creative. I’m sure you’d be an amazing songwriter and poet. Your articles are poetry and very creative 🙂
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Thank you! ❤
I did used to write a lot more poetry–I have a few poems in this blog but I pretty much stick to prose these days.
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by reblogging this, you’re now at 667, the number of the house across the street from the beast!
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lol 😀
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Aspie discovers they may have discalculia; immediately looks for solutions; and applies accordingly. shazam!
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d’oh! *Dyscalculia*… sorry.
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LOL! I knew what you meant.
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Can you have Aspergers and dyscalculia at the same time?
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I don’t see why you couldn’t have both at the same time.
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